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♥ Part & Parcel of my Life ♥
Tuesday, September 18, 2007

Just came back from a very nice dinner with my dearest, Xin. First time we had dinner in a hotel, having buffet. I never thought she would be serious abt this. But nvtheless, she's willing to try. I do hope she enjoyed the dinner. (a bit too full hor?! haha.) Anyway, I talked a lot tonight. In front of her, I am always myself. I say what I want to say, need not think about anything because I know she's there listening although she don't speak much. I must really thank God for her presence. She's one whom I always will cherish.

The topic being "it takes 2 hands to clap" is because we mentioned about someone during our dinner. Ever since we were no longer in the same school, we have tried to meet up with her. But there's always no action, talk only situations. She will sound all so excited to meet us when we talk about it or even through sms. But did she ever make the first move to call us out? It's ok if she doesn't, but we made the move, however, we still did not met up. And I definitely agree with Xin that it takes 2 hands to clap.

Apart from this friend, I also have another which is of the same situation. When we finally get to meet up, we will say "oh next time go where etc.". But when is this next time? *shrugs* Recently, smsed a friend whom I haven't seen for some time but received no reply. Msged her again thinking she might not have received the sms. Again, no reply. Heard from Xin that there might be some misunderstandings between the two of us. Seriously I don't think there should be any problem, because when I was faced with the rejection, I did not make any comment or remarks and I even said thanks. Probably, not everyone think the same way as I do. I do cherish this friendship but what can I do? It takes 2 hands to clap. If I sms her, she doesn't reply. I sms her again. But how many times do I have to sms her? Thinking about this, my tears dropped. I really do cherish this friendship, but is it really due to that matter that Xin mentioned? It did not even crossed my mind man! Probably I wasn't tactful enough when dealing with that matter. What did I say wrongly? What should I do now, since it is still not too late to salvage the friendship? Should I sms her again? Ask her out? Too awkward? Oh man! Tell me what I should do?

Thus, was telling Xin, on my wedding, I have no friends to invite. How many out there do I call friends? I can't even count 5, I think. What is the definition of friends? I think one day, when Xin no longer wants me, I think I will declare I am friend-less! So much wanted to celebrate my birthday next month, but who can I invite except darling and Xin? I can't think of any more except the one whom I don't know whether I should still sms her. Maybe she might think that I am a nuisance. Oh my!


Specially for my Xin: I want to tell you I love you! I treasure your presence, even if you are there stoning away. I may be really busy but I know I will make time out to meet you. I know you are always there for me. Please don't ever one day leave me, for I think I will really break down as though I have lost one hand. Xiang ni wor~ Till our next meetup, take care k? Always feel free to sms me with regards to anything that happens under the Sun. :)

The DIVA ♥